Ok so I really don't know whats going on. He is totally and completely confused and confusing me! Either that or I am just reading him all wrong, which I doubt, since I think ive figured him out pretty well considering we've only been hanging out a few months. Anyways, so this weekend, we spent everyday together! Friday he said he was just gonna chill at his friends house and watch the game but I had different plans. I had talked to our mutual friend earlier and could tell he wanted to escape from his woman and get out. I had been looking forward to hanging out with both of them at the same I get such a kick out of it. Also my sister and her BF would be out so I wanted them all to meet. Plus I had a super long week so I really wanted to just get toasted. It was on!
I called R and told him I was coming into town to talk him into going out. It totally worked! I knew I could convince him. He even said "once I see you I will be into it". Hmmm once you see me huh? ;) S ended up calling us and we drove out to LBG to meet him. It was a pretty fun night. I beat S in pool…people were asking if I was R's GF….I started a tab with my card but the bartenders were calling it both our tab- I must admit I loved hearing our names together!…R's other female interest with even there but he must not have paid much attention to her cuz I didn’t even see him talking to her or notice that she was there. He asked me to give him a kiss on the cheek and was being huggy. We walked a lot and he held my hand the entire time. At one point he said "I have a new idea for US"…to quit smoking…does he really want us to do it together? At one point he was sitting down and I was standing in front of him and he was playing grab ass and we were both drunk I definitely thought we were going home together. We even talked about leaving my car and then what would I do, he said he has a couch or a big king size bed for me to crash with him in! I would have been happy even just cuddling with him but no such luck. He took off earlier than the rest of us so I didn’t get to go home with him :(.
I am trying not to get my hopes up but I see this potentially working out down the road. From what hes been saying to me lately, and the way hes been acting. We spent Friday night, Saturday and Sunday together. We talk several times a day when we arent together. He has been saying he just needs time before he starts another relationship. The way he looks at me…I can just feel our connection when I look into his eyes…we could be so good together…I hope I don’t end up really hurt…
Monday, March 30, 2009
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