Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Steven


Ok so I always say I'm not getting my hopes up in order to protect myself, but in this case, fuck it! I am going to be straight up about what exactly I'm feeling. No risk no reward! Maybe I should let my guard down and let myself get excited because I cannot believe this is happening to me!!! Can it really be true? Can it really be this good? Is this for real?!?!

Steven….WOW. Amazing man. Gorgeous. Super hot. Such a sweetheart. Honest and open. Fun. Spontaneous. Smart. Mature for his age. Romantic. And…the kicker….TOTALLY into me. He thinks I'm hot, sweet, and beautiful. And he always tells me. He loves to cuddle with me and say sweet things to me and do things for me. I feel so comfortable around him. I feel like we've known eachother for months or even years. I think about him constantly. We can't keep our hands off eachother. He is amazing in bed. Sexy as hell. Actually wants a girlfriend. And…he thinks he's the lucky one!!!

We met officially and hooked up on my birthday, but we met (unoffically) a couple years ago on my first new years back in town. I was slightly intoxicated and thus said things I wouldn’t normally say. I was talking to him and I thought he was so gorgeous (tall dark n handsome, amazing eyes, birthmark on his beautiful face), I kept telling him "you should be a model". (LOL now it’s a joke between us). I met him a couple times after that, at the bar or people's houses. And, he just happens to be really good friends with my best friends husband's friend, so we have the same group of friends, and we are even neighbors, we just never actually connected until recently. I guess I was judging the book by its cover, I thought that he would be a total cocky asshole. Nonetheless I've thought about him since the day I first met him and always thought how hot he was but never thought he would give me the time of day. And the fact that he is such a sweetheart who totally digs me and thinks Im hot and he's the lucky one- it cant be happening!!! So amazing!!! Could this really be happening for me???

More to follow….I must blog about our sexual adventures…

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