Goodbye to Boy Toy

Well, the fun didnt last long enough. I guess I knew in my heart of hearts that we had no longterm compatibility, but I figured we could ride it out for longer than 7 weeks! He hasnt officially ended it yet, but with all the drama as of late Im not surprised he couldnt hang. My only regret is that I didnt show him my true self, I never opened up (afraid to get hurt), well maybe I got hurt because I didnt open up and show my true self. Instead I showed some scaret dramatic side of myself that came out because I didnt really know how to go about this relationship and maybe I was never ready for it in the first place. Or maybe I should either stop expecting the bad boys to change, or just stop dating them altogether (but good guys dont turn me on!).
Anyways he's too chicken shit to actually break up with me, he hasnt even tried to send a text, he just slowly started becomming unresponsive until now he completely ignores me. Even saw him driving the other day and my wave was met by an awkward wave back (more of a brush off) and a very weird look. WTF?! Ya we'd had some drama as of late but I thought we were past it and the last time I saw him everything was fine! I cannot believe hes immature enough to not even talk to me face to face. I know someone like that is probably not worth my time, but still I cant help but want him. I wasnt done with him yet! I wasnt done looking at his beautiful face and feeling proud that I finally snagged him :) I wasnt done with the great sex and the sleepovers and the cuddling and the backrubs and the hanging out camping sailing at the lodge etc. I had plans for us for the rest of the summer. I was looking forward to being my new (svelt) self and having a boyfriend all summer. The worst of it is that the 6 of us had a great thing going (3 couples, all friends) and now thats over :(.

I cant decide if i want to force the issues by leaving him a message saying he needs to face me because Im afraid he just wont do it. I have some of his stuff, but am I and his stuff worth so little to him that he will blow it off just to avoid talking to me, or talking about his feelings? I feel so hurt and insulted...like a looser like this is dumping ME?! well then I must be the bigger looser...not only because I am letting him get away with it, but because I still want him.