Ok, readers, if I have any! Hopefully you have been keeping up on my saga because here is where I need some advice regarding Main Man, Neighbor Boy, Steven. Up until last week things had been great. Then it all started to get really stupid really fast. All of this on the heels of me deciding once and for all to stop messing around with the other guy cuz he deserves my loyalty and thinking that lately things have been going really good. I mean, we even had a moment there where I swear he called himself my boyfriend! And while we were holding eachother I told him I wanted us to trust eachother and do right by eachother and he agreed and then we made sweet love. I thought things were on the right track and about to round the big 6-month bend in the road. I mena, read the last couple paragraphs of the post...
But then...
Tuesday I went out with friends after work and he kept bugging me texting me giving me a hard time for being out. Its really starting to bug me that he does that cuz I never can tell if hes joking or if he really thinks I am out cheating on him. Either way it still pisses me off. I don’t constantly bug him when I know hes out with friends. So anyways the next day I asked him if he really was pissed that I was out with friends or was he just joking. He said he was just joking and that was that. I thought nothing else of it.
Then Wednesday night he came over and I thought everything was fine but then he started texting someone and didn’t say who and then right as we were laying down to bed he got a call and then got up and left. He told me he had to go meet some friends at the bar.
Being suspicious….Wednesday I asked him if he understands that if he is asking me to be loyal that I expect the same from him. He got defensive and said "sheesh I was just out with friends". Then I said "answer the question and we can move on". And he never answered the question directly. He just said "okay" not "yes".
Thursday night he came over to change my oil (after me asking 3 times) and then took off out to Wes and Lisa and didn’t invite me.
Friday we had plans but then when I called to say I was leaving my house he said he changed his mind he was going to Wes and Lisas again. Again no invite. I asked him if its just me or does it seem like he doesn’t want to hang out with me lately. He said "well, you're acting weird." I asked him to elaborate but he wouldn’t. He just said we would talk about it later. I can only assume he was weired out by the questions I had asked him earlier in the week. But why would he be unless he is defensive about something?!
Saturday I went down to CDA and he called me about 7pm and when I told him I was in CDA, his first question "are you alone?". I said yes (I was alone). He said ok call me when you get home. So I called when I got home but he didn’t answer.
He called a couple hours later and my phone reception was cutting in and out so we were having a hard time hearing eachother and then the call got dropped. So I called him back- twice- on the land line but he didn’t answer. Ok, weird. Then he sends me a text an hour later saying "whats your deal? are you out humping some other dude? I tried talking to you but it was like talking to a brick wall". Ok. Im not a brick wall. I wasn’t refusing to talk to him. It was the phone reception jackass. And why would he think Im out if I called him right back on the LAND LINE from my house. I pointed that out to him and he said no you didn’t call me. I said yes I did- twice! and then he said oh, well my phone's been acting weird and dropping calls. I said okay then- your phone is acting weird and so is mine! Theres nothing to fight about! He just said he was going to bed and maybe he would talk to me tomorrow.
I was so flabbergasted I didn’t know what to do. I said okay talk to you later then. He was getting mad at me over nothing! The tension was very high tho. I feel like hes just trying to pick a fight with me, altho I don’t know why. WTF?!? Oh and I left him a voicemail Sunday morning saying this is dumb I don’t want to fight about stupid stuff there is nothing to fight about so please call me back. And I havent heard from him since. And his car wasn’t at his house this morning.
So what do you think readers….Im sick to my stomach right now….
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