Sean is my…umm…my…well...defining our relationship is probably the most difficult part of it. You’ve heard of ex-boyfriend, right? Well, I guess you could say he is my un-boyfriend. He would claim all day long that he is not my boyfriend, but he sure as shit acts like it. We hang together all the time, he invites me to gatherings with his friends, and has brought me into his circle. He does things like cuddle with me on the couch watching movies, giving foot and back massages, and cooks and serves meals to me without being prompted. However, don’t get this guy wrong- he is a “bad boy”. He grew up with circumstances that would have turned anyone else into a serial killer. He was cast aside by everyone in his life that was supposed to care for him, and spent his youth surviving on his own on the streets. He’s covered in tattoos that were once gang symbols and have since been altered to cover them up. And if those tattoos included teardrops, he would have several. Also one of his tats is a devil-over his heart! If that tells you anything. He’s also a rocker (wannabe)- a singer in a metal band, and one of the biggest partiers I know.
Usually those bad boys, they act tough on the outside, but most of them do have that softer side they only show to select people they are intimate with. And speaking of intimacy, he is sharing his world with me, I have seen a lot of sides of this man. I don’t believe he is sharing everything yet, because of the place he is in, but he does wear his heart on his sleeve and is not shy about expressing himself. He is one of the only men I have ever met that is confident enough to express their emotions- the whole gamut- from sadness to rage and everything in-between.
Then of course there is the other side of “intimacy”, this piece cannot be left out since it’s the best part of our relationship! The sex with him is…. indescribable. It is hands down the best I’ve ever had (although there are a few, to be named below) that bring up a close second. I don’t know what it is. I don’t know if its our sexual chemistry, our mental states of mind, or simply that we mesh well together physically….but this boy knows how to fuck! (Great at fucking, not so great at the other things, but that’s okay since his glorious, perfectly sized, adeptly-used dick makes up for all the rest!). There has only been one prior who’s dick was more glorious, and I will describe him at some point as well. But with Sean, its so amazing, I’ve been having sex for over 10 years now and I didn’t know it could be this good! He turns me on with a simple, erotic touch. When his hands lay on me I get chills. When I feel his hard body and smell his sweet skin, its almost more than I can handle. And that point, after all the buildup, when he finally penetrates me, its like I’ve got firecrackers shooting off through my entire body! He has the longest stamina I’ve ever had- and usually I don’t like that because I get dry, sore, and tired. But with him this is not the case. I want him to keep going and going, because the feeling he gives me is so good I stay wet the entire time. He knows the exact positions and movements to use. I love the way he knows what he wants and just goes for it- while still having my pleasure in mind. And then there comes that point, where he’s got me just in that right place mentally and physically, where I am so completely relaxed and in the moment- that I reach bliss. Him inside of me feels so fucking amazing, I literally start to shake from the pleasure running through my body. God damn…I think I need to go find him right now…
Usually those bad boys, they act tough on the outside, but most of them do have that softer side they only show to select people they are intimate with. And speaking of intimacy, he is sharing his world with me, I have seen a lot of sides of this man. I don’t believe he is sharing everything yet, because of the place he is in, but he does wear his heart on his sleeve and is not shy about expressing himself. He is one of the only men I have ever met that is confident enough to express their emotions- the whole gamut- from sadness to rage and everything in-between.
Then of course there is the other side of “intimacy”, this piece cannot be left out since it’s the best part of our relationship! The sex with him is…. indescribable. It is hands down the best I’ve ever had (although there are a few, to be named below) that bring up a close second. I don’t know what it is. I don’t know if its our sexual chemistry, our mental states of mind, or simply that we mesh well together physically….but this boy knows how to fuck! (Great at fucking, not so great at the other things, but that’s okay since his glorious, perfectly sized, adeptly-used dick makes up for all the rest!). There has only been one prior who’s dick was more glorious, and I will describe him at some point as well. But with Sean, its so amazing, I’ve been having sex for over 10 years now and I didn’t know it could be this good! He turns me on with a simple, erotic touch. When his hands lay on me I get chills. When I feel his hard body and smell his sweet skin, its almost more than I can handle. And that point, after all the buildup, when he finally penetrates me, its like I’ve got firecrackers shooting off through my entire body! He has the longest stamina I’ve ever had- and usually I don’t like that because I get dry, sore, and tired. But with him this is not the case. I want him to keep going and going, because the feeling he gives me is so good I stay wet the entire time. He knows the exact positions and movements to use. I love the way he knows what he wants and just goes for it- while still having my pleasure in mind. And then there comes that point, where he’s got me just in that right place mentally and physically, where I am so completely relaxed and in the moment- that I reach bliss. Him inside of me feels so fucking amazing, I literally start to shake from the pleasure running through my body. God damn…I think I need to go find him right now…
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