Boy crazy

I suppose a good place to start my first blog would be to explain why I am starting this. Mostly I am doing it for myself, as a type of journal to keep track of happenings in my life. In this format I can have complete anonymity, which is not something that is guaranteed when using the traditional-old school- hard copy version. Although I do live alone, one never knows when a secret journal may be discovered by prying eyes. I also shudder at the thought that upon my passing, my mother finds my journal detailing the sinister acts of my youth.

If others happen upon my blog and find it useful, empathic, or perhaps just entertaining, then I take comfort in the fact that what I have done for myself also benefits someone else in this world. Although today's corrupted world does lend itself to people becoming self-serving as a means of survival, helping others is part of who I am and is something that I will continue, despite any negative impacts on myself. Many times in my life I have sacrificed my own well being for the sake of another, and I have been taken advantage of because of my altruistic nature. But despite the pain it has caused me, deep down I believe in the goodness of human nature and that there must be people in this world that still care about others. Willingness to selflessly help a fellow human being is what makes me who I am, and I believe if more people had this attitude, the world might be a better place.

A little background about myself, I’m in my mid-20s, I hail from the beautiful Pacific Northwest, and I work in the manufacturing industry. It is difficult for me to relinquish the stresses of my job, and so I compensate for that by using drugs, alcohol, and sex as a release. Although I have had many fun adventures, my dealings have also landed me in some tough spots, and sometimes I wonder when I will be too old to carry on in this way. I guess I figure I should live it up while I am still young and single, I just hope my shenanigans don’t hinder me from finding what I seek out of life, which is, ultimately, true love and a family, and the security that I no longer have to go through this life alone.

Physically, I am petite-but curvaceous-and most men find my red hair, blue eyes, and sensuality to be dead sexy. I enjoy the attention and affection that my youthful beauty and sexual energy bring. Relationships with men are a big part of my life.

Since I am so completely “boy crazy” (have been since I was 13), most of my stories will revolve around the men in my life. It’s probably advantageous for me to introduce my readers (if there will be any!) to these men*….or boys as I like to call them…because, ladies, we all know they never really grow up ;)

*Names have been changed to protect the not-so innocent