Crossing the line

I don’t know how I could forget to write about this but I did! Big happening with Travis! We KISSED! It was a late night at work, I had come back in late to finish up a big project for my boss…we were sitting in my car and bam! He just leaned over and did it! It was nice- but took me by surprise I wasn’t ready and felt like I didn’t kiss very well cuz I wasn’t ready. And, I hate to admit it, but Im not sure I felt the heat I was expecting to feel. I guess I have mixed feelings about him, sometimes I look at him and want him so badly, and I dream about a life together, but other times he annoys me and I don’t think we have a future together. So, I really don’t know what to think. I think we need to try again…see if that spark is really there when I am ready to be kissed!